SCIENCE OF 
THE IMMORTALS 
(SOTI)

EVENT ONE - (  X  )

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A private meeting, had been called - but ‘secret’ would have been the more appropriate epithet - however - “Private Meeting” - was still used and that was what appeared, on my Private Memorandum Document. 

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How long would this fiction of ‘non-madness’ last? – who knows? – I thought, as I read the document – yet again. 

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I nodded in assent - but why? – since ‘His’ - descent into ‘madness’ - was all too clear enough - although denied - by a few – that thought though - was belied -

BY THE CHAOS! - that surrounded us all.

 

EVENT TWO - (  X  )

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The ‘His’- above - is ‘He.’ 

Our ‘INDISPUTABLE Leader’ – a clumsy way, I admit - we knew - to describe – a ‘FAULTLESS BEING’ –

 

But being a man ‘INFALLIBLE’ -

Was out of the question! –

Well, no –

Not quite –

Because it was discussed – and I remember well, those debates.

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‘He’ - opened - his oration

Clad all in gold - a suit he wore.

Not “golden – but Gold!” -  

He would remind -

All visitors of that.

 

The speech, he continued, in his usual - what was the phrase we privately used - “bore-struck, tones-drone – Punctuated with gesticulatory remarks.”

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AND THUS HE SPOKE: -

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“It’s not that, that word itself is out of the question – NO!!! - that word was – well -what was it?” - he mocked and smiled, feigning forgetfulness – “no matter…. Ah -  ‘INFALLIBILITY’… But ‘ME’ – MY WORD!!! ” – (and at this point, I recall furious gesticulations for emphasis by him) -

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- “MY WORD!!! – ‘INDISPUTABLE’ - Being - ‘indisputable’ - out flanks it!!! – Yes – out flanks infallibility!!! - ‘infallibility’ - IS outflanked!!!” –

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“Cos say -

Let’s say I am wrong.  (A questionable hypothesis) –

But I’ll give it you –

Then my ‘WORD’ is ‘INDISPUTABLE’ ”- (I recall, a nigh eternal hush - before he continued) - “‘YOU CANNOT ARGUE WITH THAT!!! Ah!’” (Again, I recall the head, it shook, a smirk appeared) – “Thus, the latter trumps the former!!!” -

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That was his final triumph.

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Some say that at this point – he drooled a little - and spittle flew from his mouth.  (This was not true - I was there) - so those lies were the works of “spiteful and malicious critics.”

 

AND THUS: - from that day hence - He became known to the World as -

‘THE INDISPUTABLE ONE!!!’

 

EVENT THREE - (  X  )

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“Here, take a look this” – I casually tossed, the memo to a Brother.

 

“When did it arrive?”

 

“This morning - along with the cash, drugs and other paraphernalia” – Jack stared blankly -  “Chemicals – equipment”  - I continued as I saw his blankness deepen –

 

“Another shipment is due.”

 

“What already?”

 

“It’s selling man – it sells!!!”

 

EVENT FOUR - ("THE ORATION")

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“I have called you all here today in privacy” – ‘He’ commenced.

For you are my “truste3d ones” – and as you know, I am a ‘Man,’ but not a ‘man’ and so it goes.” –

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I stifled a yawn – took a deep intake of breath expertly, up and through my nose.  I then pursed my lips and with eyes half shut, held my breath for a few further moments - as we were all taught - then - slowly exhaled loudly and deliberately.  

 

There were camaRAs - everywhere - like eyes - everywhere, even though the room was small. 

 

They were visible – more than visible, since these were not hidden cameras – but prominent ones? - ‘intimidatory cameras’   - THE EYES OF THE LORD!!!? – and under their glare - we laboured.  Yet - still we remained.

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To have yawned –

Would have meant a severe public beating – Yet why did we still remain? – We weren’t – thirsty or hungry – On the contrary, we were all established men of ‘Wealth and Fame’ – for are we too not Devils – in our own right?

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I caught a quick glance at Jack – had he just finished ‘a breath?’ - I smiled –

Internally of course – To have smiled in ‘His’ presence – uninvited and unexplained –

Would have meant certain death.

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EVENT FIVE - (  X  )

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Look! – I admit - he rambled, droned as was usual, but he did not ‘drool,’ that was the slur I referred to earlier - And just as now, it could not be said that he is truly mad, - he most certainly was not then.

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I also admit – that I am still a fan of the ‘INDISPUTABLE ONE’  - not ‘slavish’ like some of the ‘cultish’ like faction, ‘who - “drank his bath water” – (I jest, I believe this to be a joke) - but the point must be made, that faction, has not assisted in maintaining the balance of His sanity. 

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He - is not mad – 'a wobbling' – yet still 'spinning genius' - maybe -  Like some 'errant asteroid' – but who was to say, what his course should be? - Since it was His ‘purpose’ - His and our ends that mattered - and for that I worshipped Him.  Now I’ll tell you why.

 

NOTE:

(Before I turn to this subject – just a short note about the remainder of his speech – I do this as much as for a reference for myself as for the reader – as the final draft will be submitted - and it will be an aid to me in my submission - to the ‘Inspectorate Of Censors’-

 

The items referred to were – ‘indisputable’ - ‘infallible’ - the final deliberations and considerations of which were to be submitted, to the next ‘Plenary Session’ in spring - with Committee elections to follow in Summer. 

 

The other three major items I describe and list as follows:-

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INFILTRATIONS:

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(i) The Society Of Jesus (otherwise known as the Jesuit Order/Mission)

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(ii)  Global Freemasonry -  (In particular – ‘The United Grand Lodge of England’ (Mother Lodge) – which had already been ‘suborned.’

 

and a;

 

(iii) smallish -  ‘New Age’ - grouping, principally based in London -  which I noted  -  was described by one member present as a  “small, poor, ridiculous and nasty cult’” -  which called itself  - “The Society For The Maintenance Of Immortality’ – but somehow having -  the acronym – (SOTI). 

 

There have been many explanations for this curious mis-match – one of our intelligence agents, have attributed it to a misunderstanding and mis-translation from “pig Latin” - of various elements contained within their objects.  “He bluffs” – I noted - for although I am not a Latin scholar - I have sufficient knowledge of the language, from my Public School education and encounters with the professions of both Law and Medicine -  both of which abound with Latin ‘terms’ and ‘phrases’  - Why do they do this? - can these Agents  ‘never admit ignorance of anything?’

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But the meeting never questioned him - certainly never grilled him on this point – Maybe as I have occasionally wondered – I took a wrong career path!

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My own explanation for the SOTI acronym is less fanciful – and though more prosaic – chimes with the activities of these ‘creatures.’  

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­- It was some kind of ‘code,’ - which given their simplistic turn and bearing - (I once was tasked to spy on one of its members - an ‘online female editor/clerk’ or something – being cover for her known activities - as an ‘agitator.’  She wasn’t bad!!!

- But what I deduced from that adventure – was that this code had to be simple – and that this riddle/mystery would be solved – not that it - or they - would come to anything significant!!!

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Was this then , that aberration? – since the ‘INDISPUTABLE ONE’ – often referred to them (SOTI) – was this then ‘evidence’?  - Evidence? – of his increasing loss of sanity?

 

EVENT SIX – (‘CONSIDERATIONS OF THE DOPEs’ (DIRECTORATE OF POWER ELITES) ( 1 ))

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As is normal – I received a full transcript of proceedings, detailing the ‘adjectival

aspects’ of the meeting – procedural matters and so on.  (For those members, who are of a ‘meta-physical / Esoteric and philosophic bent - I have included the relevant parts of the meeting – which are available here (DETAILS CLASSIFIED) and here - (DETAILS CLASSIFIED.)

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(Now to the task at hand) - At some time - late in the afternoon, when the meeting had thinned  - leaving only the ‘ideologues’- certain ‘faction fighters’ - a ‘spirito-theological contingent’ - ‘Community Reps’ and catering – the lights were dimmed - drinks and cigars were brought out - I partook of neither.

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Just like with the drugs, ‘Heroin,’ ‘Cocaine’ ‘Amphetamines’ (miscellaneous) – and the staple Cannabis - and much weirder stuff – I watched.

 

The sex parties though – were different and I was fully ‘red bloodied’ – on that score.  But sex - per se – is an ‘innocuous thing’- Yeah?

“I mean - I’ve watched – look - what can I call them – ‘religious’? - ‘spiritual’? .........................................................

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(CENSORED)

 

 

EVENT SEVEN – (‘THE CELL’)

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My cell was small but comfortable.

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EVENT EIGHT – (‘THE ZYAPON-NIMA CONSPIRACY’)

 

Look! –

I have already told you too much.

Besides - there currently are ‘Two Versions’ – that I know of - of what happened next – Two ‘Time Lines’ - as it were – And as ‘The Events’ within each Line are not ‘fully settled’ – I must hold my peace – A sort of “Time Travellers - 5th Amendment” – eh – For those of you unfamiliar with the genre – US “Cops & Robbers” (an English-UK appellation) – Huh – I don’t know where you could have been - to not know of that US TV genre, worn quite threadbare by Circa 1990s – I’m sure – I’ll be corrected – there’s ‘Always some smart Alec’ (another English-UK Appellation – some might say affliction – Ha! Ha! Ha!)

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Soft Power!!! – Soft Power?!!! – (I believe that Martians coined that phrase) - But anyway those of us who were - 

“Out There!!!!!!” – knew – (‘it and it’s ilk-ditto…ditto -  above) –

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Where am I? – ‘Here’ (pinch)

Noww… where was it…was I – (point)

..................NOW  AS YOU CAN SEE – THIS CELL IS ALREADY BEgimbifn idd ng to GOTT IT – DOOT to MAN!!! -  PULL YEESHWSELPH TO9GQETHEDGERR Man????.......................................................................................................................................

GOOOTTOOAA REST………………………………………………………..YOU WEIL GEET

TWO TIMBRES lies TOMATOES   ………………..

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To be continued...

 

EVENT NINE – (‘CONSIDERATIONS OF THE DOPEs’ ( 2 ))

- "I FEEL - THEREFORE I EXIST!"

 

I have been moved to a new cell - which I share.  I shall tell you something about this particular individual - later.  I do not want to be sidetracked from my initial purpose.  

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This sharing of a cell with another, followed what I believe to be injections?  Or pills? - administered to me - without my knowledge, or things put in my food? - drink...?  Something was playing with my mind!!!

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This has not weakened my resolve though - far from it - I am still alive - in good health, cheerful - since in both 'Time Lines' I am aware of - "I survive to tell the tale!!!" 

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But that's the thing about 'Life' - if I can call what I am now experiencing, 'Life!?' -

 

But it must be 'Life?' - for what else could it be? 

 

I am not 'dead'? -

 

"I think therefore I am" - it was once most famously said (click here) - but there's something else isn't there - 'something even deeper' -

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'I feel -

Therefore 

I EXIST!'

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Now where are those scraps of paper - just get this down - Yes - 'I feel - therefore I EXIST.'

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Prisoner's Commentary & Notes - for further consideration -

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Is "I AM," equivalent to EXISTENCE? - if not, which is the 'anterior' - element? - or which precedes the other?

 

Which is the 'greater set?' - qualitatively - 'in that it precedes the other within 'ABSOLUTE CONSCIOUSNESS'?' - To 'THINK' or to 'FEEL'? - Yes - I believe - 'I feel - therefore I EXIST' is the more fundamental!!! -

 

'I feel - therefore I Exist' - (man - that's serious.)

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'I FEEL - therefore I EXIST' - also does not suffer from the 'Dualism of Mind' - which has plagued Western Philosophical thought - since those fatal words - "I think therefore I am," were penned - and split the 'Western psyche,' in such a fundamental way - it has still not truly recovered!!!

 

For what is to 'feel' - than to include the entirety - of what it is to be a 'Human Existence?' -

An 'Individual Consciousness?' -

Thus! - to 'Feel' - outflanks! - to 'Think'! - it is the 'greater set!!!' 

 

But what of the objection that you cannot 'feel' - without thinking - so what comes first - to think or to feel? - can you feel without thinking? 

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You can think without feeling - for to think, does not imply to feel.

 

Therefore to 'feel' is not necessarily included in the process to 'think.'

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Whilst not 'mutually exclusive elements,' they can be regarded as 'separate elements.' 

 

To 'feel' however - do I have to 'think?' -

to that, the answer is no. 

For there are certain 'human actions,' which one could style as 'involuntary actions.'

 

And there are other 'actions,' that one could call 'intuitive actions' - and when these occur, a person can be said to 'have acted without thought,' for 'thought' is not necessary.

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'Thinking' like 'walking' or 'talking' - is a 'mode of expression.'  To 'feel' -is not a 'mode of expression' - IT IS THE EXPRESSION ITSELF! - un-moded / without mode, - it is - BEING! - EXISTENCE!

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Therefore one can 'feel' - without 'thinking.'  Therefore to 'feel' is more 'fundamental' than to 'think.' 

 

Therefore -

I 'FEEL'

Therefore I 'EXIST'

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Is the more 'fundamental statement.'  

 

(Now - I just need some more paper - and I will scribble it out - in my usual code and get it out of my.................... - send with - next delivery - items to include - DOPES (3) and ZYAPON-NIMA CONSPIRACY..... - )

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..."No I don't have a cigarette... anyway you know I don't smoke - smoking is not permitted in cells - if you wanna smoke you're gonna have to go outside... yes 

That's right - you and whose army?

Me dead?!  You're dead!

I don't care who you know!" ....................

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